Devin :)

SO! Today was a pretty FANTASTIC day if i do say so myself.  So i met this guy devin...now iv known Devin for a while but i was never really friends with him.  BUT TODAY, i figured out that he lives 2 streets down from me!!!!! We've lived next to each other for YEARS and never knew it! hahaha but anyway i was on a 3-way call with him and my friend Nichelle and ALL Devin wants to do is play soccer...but it's extremely overcast and Nichelle and i were afraid it was gonna rain.  But all of a sudden Devin tells me to walk outside and THERE HE IS! hahahah. Anyway, long story short we played soccer, hung out at the park and just bonded! We have A LOT in common and im pretty lucky to have met him.  He's REAL. No fake bullsh**.  He's really cool and I'm lucky to have him as a friend :)

BECOMING CLOSE WITH FRIENDS LIKE DEVIN MAKES ME SMILE :)

Love...

Hmmm....love has always seemed to be a feeling no one can really describe or explain to the fullest degree.  I have a friend (for her protection) we'll call her Daisy :) and Daisy had been dating my other friend (for his protection) we'll call him John and they were so cute together!  The problem was that he is 19 and she's 15. So technically.....their relationship is illegal.  Well John's family believed that he should break it off for his protection legally and because he is leaving for college, but John is deeply in love with Daisy.  Now both John and Daisy are very close friends of mine and John came to me wanting advice.  BUT WHAT DO I SAY?!?!? okay, YES it's illegal and unsafe and YES it will be hard when he leaves for college BUUUUUT.......THEY ARE SO CUTEE! and they really are in love and ugh....it just sucks either way. So, i told him to sit down with her and discuss the situation and decide as a couple.  Well about an hour later Daisy texted me saying "we broke up.." SHITTTTTT!!!! now what do i do? Do you think their breakup is my fault?? Did i maybe convince John to break up with Daisy??? IDK, but i sure do feel bad! :( HELP ME! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COMMENT WITH YOUR OPINION!

MY DADDY!! :)

  It's a funny thing you know, how teens always think they're right in everything that they do and that their parents are dead wrong morons 99% of the time.  Lately i have found it to be quite the opposite.  Today at soccer practice, i was pushed to my limit! SOME GIRLS...think it's okay to PUSH and SHOVE in an ILLEGAL  MANNER and it's NOT! Anyway, i was frustrated that my own teammates would play so dirty especially to possibly injure their own teammates.  It was very dissapointing for me :( coming from a family where i have always been raised to be fair and win my battles through my own strength and not cheating.  And through the blood, sweat and tears all i wanted to do (being the physical person that i am) :-P was to PUNCH this girl in the FACE and hope that my pounding fist would be more effective than the words i had tried to use to ask her to r-e-l-a-x and not play so mean! But, in the end, i resisted from beating the sh** out of her.  At first this decision didn't seem like a good one....i went home angry (>_<), sad :(, frustrated :-P and worst of all, NOTHING HAD CHANGED.  So, i call my mom and explain what happened.  Now my mother is the greatest woman i know but when it comes to stuff like this...it's my dad i need to talk to.  After talking to him it was like day and night for me, i couldn't believe how simple the answer really was.  But by working myself up and had made the situation more stressful than it needed to be.  He helped me to calm down, discuss the problem, and work out a solution.  

     It's truly amazing to me how the simple act of just talking to my dad, a very inteligent guy :) can make such a difference in the stress on the situation.  I FIGURED OUT AN ANSWER AND EVERYTHING IS OKAY!!! 

Having that loving relationship with my dad truly makes me smile :)